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 I will be concentrating on more writing and posting here in the next newest future. Thank you for your patience.

Me concentraré en escribir y publicar más aquí próximamente. Gracias por su paciencia.

 God is Love. Love is the feeling, action and energy shared with all living creatures. If you believe in God, then love is within you somewhere. 

   Nowadays, we are all so alone and independent that strangers become family before biological members step up.  The last month I have become involved in some community theatre. I saw evil in one person; yet the numbers of love, grace, encouragement, motivation  oh on and on...God works within this group! Amazing!

     Thank you God for continually showing yourself amongst the humans, animals, plants and all living creatures. People are nicer and more honest than we think. Try it out. You might just be surprised.

Transitioning from 2021 to 2022

 Pandemic...COVID Variants! Cancel Culture. Yes, call out those who abuse the privilege of having beautiful sex with another by intrusively disrespecting the victimized. See sonething; tell something! I am not so sure about this one anymore. Too many unjusts reactions instead of the intentional HELP pretensed. Dating v Love after 50? Esp with a successfully reared, independent, honest, female, indigo child. Trust me, if you cannot afford to be called out; do not be such a good teacher, guide!

So What? My feelings are hurt!

    Yes, My feelings are up and down; I am not alone. I can just voice it. Or not say a thing and go inward to see why they hurt then what I am going to do to change it. 

   A few tough blows from the closest earthlings I deal with daily. If I don't care than I am not feeling. Too many years of not feeling. So, I definitely do not go to others not until I reinforce my armour; just in case the Universe has many lesspns for me and I only want to love in people's presence.

   That's it. Look inside. Visit my God. My spirit guide. Enjoy my spiritual self and just isolate the physical part of me. "This too shall pass! What goes around comes around!" These are good mantras ... just as I write this; interrupted by rude,  disrespectful teen. I adore and love yet, they assume I have nothing important going on. Get to know my thinking, heart and actions. ALL is with LOVE!

Life is just like a rose; La vida es como la rosa!

 Life is full of many layers. Silkie, crepé paper, smooth, rough, beautiful, not so beautiful. A rose is parallel. How we perceive the differences in life is how we perceive the rose.

Lies or Changes/Menteras o Cambias

You say I lied. It was insignificant so you did not say anything. One day I said one thing another day something else. Thank you for agreeing to confront me if I do lie. 

Please, please I do not believe there are reasons for lying. No need at all. I've searched my soul, no need to lie. I've searched my actions, again no need to lie.

So, I lied to you? What is it you want to tell me? I am really messed up over this one. Please, please promise to tell me if this ever happens again. I do not want to lie. We have nothing if our relationship is lies.

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Dices que mentí.  Fue insignificante por lo que no dijiste nada.  Un día dije una cosa, otro día otra cosa.  Gracias por aceptar confrontarme si miento.

 Por favor, por favor, no creo que haya motivos para mentir.  No es necesario en absoluto.  He buscado en mi alma, no hay necesidad de mentir.  He buscado mis acciones, de nuevo no hay necesidad de mentir.

Entonces, ¿te mentí?  ¿Qué es lo que quieres decirme?  Realmente estoy arruinado por esto.  Por favor, prometa decirme si esto vuelve a suceder.  No quiero mentir  No tenemos nada si nuestra relación es mentira.

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Options, cheating, or ability to make decisions in our lives

 So, you are an open person. Love everyone. Like a few. 3 people step forward as wanting to see if we are capatible as significant others. The two just put a claim on you. Yhe third wants to pur has enough discipline to show logic of the reality whether or not compatible, the other ius shows his interest to be you and him as significant others. Which would appeal to you more? 

For me, I like the posession of being in a relationship; even more so, the logic of waiting to try out the compatibiliry issues. More suspense? Yea! But the chemistry, love, ability to work and grow together is far more healthier for the both of us.

Its a no brainer. The Libra wins.

Thanks for the vent.

If you have any comments, similar situations, please leave it here. No names necessary. The stories are what keep us growing and thinking.

Alone or lonelines; solo o soledad

From a pandemic quarantine to a city-wide curfew and national guards, to a beautiful sunny day and not one person to go do something with. I am taking it as God telling me to communicate more in the spirit. Was able to have a 14 year old birthday party last week, lost a family friend, to dinner at what used ti be my favorite seafood clash, mom's 82nd birthday. Her, my daughter (gma's bnb twin, and me ride up and down the highway). Sparked the idea of a day trip ... well, it happened for them but here I am netflixing and napping with the critters and myself. So, here I am, on the verge of having to deal with loneliness or getting productive. I got it! A small nap, then up to work.

Desde una cuarentena pandémica hasta un toque de queda en toda la ciudad y guardias nacionales, hasta un hermoso día soleado y ninguna persona con quien ir a hacer algo. Lo estoy tomando como Dios diciéndome que me comunique más en el espíritu. La semana pasada pude celebrar una fiesta de cumpleaños de 14 años, perdí a un amigo de la familia y cené en lo que solía ser mi choque favorito de mariscos, el 82 cumpleaños de mi madre. Ella, mi hija (la gemela bnb de gma y yo subimos y bajamos por la carretera). Desencadenó la idea de un viaje de un día ... bueno, sucedió para ellos, pero aquí estoy haciendo netflix y durmiendo la siesta con los bichos y yo. Entonces, aquí estoy, a punto de tener que lidiar con la soledad o ser productivo. ¡Lo tengo! Una pequeña siesta, luego hasta el trabajo.

In Resting I Find Accomplishments

It never fails, when I say I am resting, I start to piddle and paddle. I go down my To Do Lists. I find myself playing, "catch up." Then eventually its called, "Ahead!"

Yes, actually I am ahead for the week so I can take paying work. Bamm! Accomplished work and chores, while resting and relaxing. It can not get any better than that.

Frame of thought? Distressed,  maybe? Comfortable v overwhelmness? Makes a huge difference.

I meet my goals. I help myself through helping others. I make money to make life a bit more comfortable. Credit card bills, paying too much interests. There has got to be away to stop this cycle before it even starts.

Research loop holes in laws, amendments, etc. Not only for me; yet for others I care about.

Bring GS Cookie Sales to end and GS Yearly Financials before hand. On and on, I could go. NOT! I choose to focus on things I can do.

New to MOI- Expanding Languages to French and Portuguese.  Wonderful, romantic languages.

Love, love, love!
Mama Gee

Why do I feel torn?

Happy Sunday, my day starts out. Coffee, animal and personal care goes well. The tweens are even ready in time for church. The message and socializing is all I need. I told the tweens to eat with everyone while I attended a Healing Session. The love and energy from everyone particpating really works. I felt great. Even walked down the steps with my cane on my arm. Ok, so I'm in Euphoria and relief of some pain. Well, then back into reality. The kiddo and an old friend I'd been talking to are going nuts on me. Trying to blame me for their bad feelings on other decisions that do not even include me. So, what is the problem? What is my part in all this? I just don't get it. Block, delete and sit in my car instead of entering my house, o, yeh right, I am to give give give without replenishing myself? I think not. Anyway, I have plans and I am not going to let anyone, not even myself, into not following my dreams. Yeh, right? God, me, then family, then work, then others? I think that is the best priority list I have had in along time. Blessings and Happy Valentines, if I don't blog about it.

OH, The Politics in Medical Care

Drive 2 cities over because the insurance company does not want to be accountable to the worker's compensation commission that has the power to hold them accountable. OK, so at least there are medical records available. How to find the legal representation needed to get the commissioners attention. Prayers, please, the pain is almost as bad as it was in the beginning of all this trauma.

Personal Evolution ...

TBIs and residual outcomes from multiple concusions, oh, not to mention the NDE June 2018 robbing my brain and body of necessary oxygen to return to my base level is like being in a toddler's development yet in a 50 + year old body. WOW! The wonder of redeveloping. I am definitely receiving better and better understanding of elderly living. I want to keep myself and capacities as strong as possible so I may still be able to assist others in no matter what state this earthly body resorts too. I believe our words and repetitive affirmations and denials do give us the position of Co-Creator with our almighty Creator, God, name used by 80% of the world's population. Staying in touch on a daily basis with myself and The Christ in my heart, as long as I Stop, Listen, Pray, Listen, receive, procede with my behavioral responses then I am still active, functional, and participating in my own life's choices. So, I may be changing ways I communicate. If it appears wierd, it probably is! (:) Yet, I will continue to try to communicate as people are Interested. This is another thing; some people think by acknowledging my thought shared, or opinion, on whatever topic they bring up ... well, sometimes a simple, "I understand. I am listening. Let it out. I gotcha'." Yes, acknowledgement of being heard being the catch factor here. So, I have been painfully mused into working with creative processes of what I still have to work with. Reshape, reframe the thoughts and behaviors that help me reach my ultimate goals is where I am. So, if I am acting zombified, do not worry; I am only in a state of prayer, meditation, and creativity for myself to learn better, or unlearn to relearn what it is I am being called to do. If you read this far, thank you. Lots of love to all my earthly angels, muses, and teachers/students...this is what we do, right? Evolve? Especially mentally and spiritually. Namaste. Praise God. Shalom. Blessings. Blessed Be...Amen!

LOVE: Verb or Feeling? - AMOR: El Verbo o El Sientimiento?

LOVE
L lingering
O omnipotent
V vivacious
E exercise/entity
(ReGina Mason, 2019)

3 major types: Eros (romantic), Phylio (physical), Agape (God).

7 categories of LOVE relationships:

Agape - unconditional love, divine love, above and beyond self;

Eros - romantic love, the "in love" with another person feeling, broken into so many other categories in it's own theme;

Philia- fisical, physical, sexual, a part of affectionate love;
Philautia- self-love, self-care, physical, agape, eros, respect;

Storge- familiar love, a relationship that you have been in before, with or without, the same partner, scared of change because you know the consequences and rewards of this type of familiarity;

Pragmatic- Enduring love, no matter the outcome this love is similar to both agape and storg love. Can share space with other types of love? Sure. All these loves can be felt at the same time with certain people. Is that, "when it really works" for that particular couple?

Ludus- playful love ...

Mania - obsessive love ... could
This really be healthy? Not in the long haul. Strike agape, eros turns into fear, storg into another fear, maybe of self? Or could it be so enjoyable and bonding that not many people can experience; however, one sway away from ethical and or moral concepts just may ignite unhealthy chosen behaviors?

Reference:
lifehacks.org retrieved digitally on Nov 9, 2019.
This article is protected by copyright under Author, ReGina Mason, of MOI INT'L.
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AMOR L persistente Oh omnipotente V vivaz E ejercicio / entidad (ReGina Mason, 2019) 3 tipos principales: Eros (romántico), Phylio (físico), Agape (Dios). 7 categorías de relaciones de AMOR: Ágape: amor incondicional, amor divino, más allá de uno mismo; Eros: amor romántico, el sentimiento de "enamorado" de otra persona, dividido en tantas otras categorías en su propio tema; Filiares, físicos, sexuales, una parte del amor cariñoso; Philautia: amor propio, cuidado personal, físico, ágape, eros, respeto; Storge: amor familiar, una relación en la que has estado antes, con o sin la misma pareja, con miedo al cambio porque conoces las consecuencias y recompensas de este tipo de familiaridad; Pragmático: amor duradero, sin importar el resultado, este amor es similar al amor ágape y storg. ¿Puede compartir espacio con otros tipos de amor? Seguro. Todos estos amores se pueden sentir al mismo tiempo con ciertas personas. ¿Es eso "cuando realmente funciona" para esa pareja en particular? Ludus- amor juguetón ... Mania - amor obsesivo ... podría ¿Esto realmente es saludable? No a largo plazo. Golpear ágape, eros se convierte en miedo, storg en otro miedo, ¿tal vez uno mismo? ¿O podría ser tan agradable y un vínculo que no muchas personas puedan experimentar? Sin embargo, si uno se aleja de los conceptos éticos y morales, ¿puede encender comportamientos elegidos poco saludables? Referencia: lifehacks.org recuperado digitalmente el 9 de noviembre de 2019. Este artículo está protegido por derechos de autor bajo el autor, ReGina Mason, de MOI INT'L.

Non complaining communication.

Oh, how hard at times just to go off when the work it took me 2 weeks to do, took teen 5 minutes to tear down. I specifically gave orders and those orders were specifically forgotten ignored or ...this is what we must find out. The tornado regina came our even after I took my downer sleep meds. These meds taken downstairs I only have time to grab water bottle, get up stairs, tick kiddy in. By the time I'm in bed and pillow mask set on breathing machine I'm done. Not last night. Took me two weeks to clean my room and I was almost done. I explained to the kid that if she is going to help then please lea e pika on my bed. I can stand there and put them on the shelves. No, she dumps EVERYTHING in the small floor area that I was to use the next day. Had to start all over again. Frustrated to the point all my breathing and muscle relaxation is not doing it all by them selves. Then on top of this all, another inspector is coming. Even more stress. I am thinking about on the job inspections when every ones attitudes and actions completely go paranoid once they find out the super is coming to watch the quality of work. I always said do it as trained even when super is not looking then there is nothing to worry about. I am trying to live by this rule in make house tidy and to stay clean and healthy. I'm not excited having 4 2 story home's content to dispose of; donate, sell, trash whatever manner it is. Until I a

In Due Time ... The Present!

What is The Present?
It is far from the material that all most likely listed. A conscientious thought and enlightenment to my own heart breath  the up and down movement of my chest as I take in and give out breath, along with the warmth of my own blood flowing freely through my veins and arteries. It's time to heal these insides.

God, almighty great spirit, creator ... you chose to give us humans life and free will. You show us though that if our will is not in line with the flow of the holy spirit, then we are not in control of anything; yet you give us the honor and ability to be our own co-creator.

All religions show us that we have the ability to learn and grow, evolve, to a higher self as long as we are in line with this flow of life. Try to fight it. Fight it. Just being adverse at whatever level, causes us dis-ease, yes illness.

If one becomes enlightened of this, seeks guidance in how to use the powers that be within us inline with almighty creator ... then what is it that I am missing in my recovery lifestyle?

Left from Sincere, Curious, and still teachable,
ReGina

People love a recovery story - La gente ama una historia de recuperación ...

Recovery? Recovery from what? Well, anything that has become a part of your life that holds you back from living the Universal/Godly law of prosperity. Freedom of one's self is the best explanation. Most OCD sufferers, manic depressive, chronic depressed, deeply disturbed; yet highly functional enough to fool others. Well, we are "as sick as OUR secrets." Granted most of us become able to be completely honest with ourselves yet when challenged under an unclear intent and confidences have not been formed yet; it is not as easy to just respond to that challenge. Good questions. No patience for a true answer. Whoever experiences this? Well, I enjoy a good mental challenge but yet I also need to be able to answer on my own timing. Maybe a sign. A sign to not play. No one's fault. Things have happened that has affected my physical response times. Its only different. Maybe it was given to me as a vetting process, as well.

ReCovery. To see self through. Recovery is never, ever done alone. The need to recover was probably done by ourselves but the Recovery, NO! It's always a We Recover. No doing it by yourself. This requires us to learn and relearn in order to proceed through our basic steps of all main religions. Given to us by the all mighty God creator. Presented to the entire world in so many different ways. Realize I have a problem and I need help from God. Do the steps necessary to clean up my insides by forgiving myself and others. Reflecting all this to a source I can trust not to judge my wrong doings and the ways I really would like to become with God's help. Most may have to say God's help through others because they've never had others to help them and this is new so they really want to see if it will work. Maintenance - learn what triggers my behaviors that make me need to amend with others. Change my actions so I won't be making the same mistakes over and over. Then praise God for a grateful way of living. Really learn how to live now since I've moved away from what it was in the first place that landed me in Recovery.

The world loves a reconstruction, recovery story. Coming through a hell of some sort then finding their way to peace love and guidance for others to get through there own hell. More TBA...
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¿Recuperación? ¿Recuperación de qué? Bueno, todo lo que se ha convertido en una parte de tu vida que te detiene de vivir la ley universal/piadosa de la prosperidad. La libertad de uno mismo es la mejor explicación. La mayoría de los enfermos de TOC, maníaco depresivo, crónico depresivo, profundamente perturbado; pero lo suficientemente funcional como para engañar a otros. Bueno, estamos "tan enfermos como nuestros secretos. " conCedió a la mayoría de nosotros ser capaces de ser completamente honestos con nosotros mismos sin embargo, cuando se desafía bajo una intención confusa y las confidencias no se han formado todavía; no es tan fácil responder a ese desafío. Buenas preguntas. No hay paciencia para una respuesta verdadera. ¿Quién experimenta esto? Bueno, disfruto de un buen desafío mental, pero también necesito ser capaz de responder en mi propio tiempo. Tal vez una señal. UNA señal para no jugar. Nadie tiene la culpa. Han sucedido cosas que han afectado mis tiempos de respuesta física. Es diferente. Tal vez se me dio como un proceso de investigación, también.
Recuperación. Para ver a sí mismo a través. La recuperación nunca se ha hecho sola. TH

A Day On The Town - Un Dia en El Pueblo

Ok, this has been a wonderful day for me and everyone I've dealt with. This is also my closer in age sister's birthday. First, off to the Academy of Arts to see Peter Pan. Upcoming budding artists and new families that give me sweet friendships. Thank you so very much. Second, oh, now this one is a doozy...I am 21 years clean and sober and have my 12 year old by their hand and enter the ABC Store to get a part of  my sister's birthday present. The cashier/clerk was simply amazing. I was honest with him about me being sober and needing to stay sober. He asked if I wanted him to get it off the shelf so I would not have to  touch it. YES, by all means. I greatly appreciate that because I definitely do not want to relapse. So, he also put it in a gift bag for me so I did not have to get too close to it. Yes, I must live in recovery and stay sober in order to continue living. So, then off to meet my GF. GF and teens to go to college for school supplies. Well, teens bailed and when we got to location for school supplies and lunch, they were done. We were blessed to hook up with the coordinator and get some business, maybe even contacts for some of our other group activities. So, the weather has been stormy and the night activities encouraged a decision of going to a daytime dollar movie. Plus,, we love the butter on the popcorn. unhealthy - yes, but gooood. We ended up choosing an action movie. Well, it was a family movie in love, intelligent main characters and I believe the brain child of The Rock Dwayne Johnson's growing into another area of the entertainment business. Would love to meet his entire family. He just has good all around him. Then home to a house of projects, passed deadlines, and mess. So, I will translate this and move on to another activity. Love it. Not having the pressures of depression and isolation hanging around. But I do miss the estranged spouse. But sin got in the way. It hurts. It hurts a lot but doing the right thing can only bring joy later on.

In summary, live happy, appreciate the arts and people in your life. Exercise mind, body, and soul. Clean house and stay de-cluttered house and myself. God bless you all. Contact me for any topics you want to talk about. Certified Life Coach, Advocate, and Interpreter. (a people helper)… (:)
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Bien, este ha sido un día maravilloso para mí y para todos los que he tratado. Este también es mi más cercano en el cumpleaños de la hermana de edad. Primero, a la Academia de artes para ver a Peter Pan. Próximos artistas en ciernes y nuevas familias que me dan dulces amistades. Muchas gracias. Segundo, oh, ahora este es un Doozy... Tengo 21 años limpios y sobrios y tengo mi 12 años de edad por su mano y entrar en la tienda ABC para conseguir una parte del regalo de cumpleaños de mi hermana. El cajero/empleado era simplemente increíble. Fui sincero con él acerca de que estaba sobrio y que necesitaba estar sobrio. Me preguntó si quería que fuera de la plataforma, así que no tendría que tocarlo. Sí, por supuesto. Aprecio mucho eso porque definitivamente no quiero recaer. Así que también lo puso en una bolsa de regalo para mí, así que no tuve que acercarme demasiado. Sí, debo vivir en recuperación y permanecer sobrio para seguir viviendo. Entonces, a ver a mi novia. GF y los adolescentes para ir a la Universidad para los útiles escolares. Bueno, los adolescentes rescatados y cuando llegamos a

Pleasantries of International Travel

Vacation - Bahm! A success. Met and networked with other bi-lingual people, missions for prisoners, and an investment opportunity. Tiring? Yes. Worth it? Definitely. Motivational to finish responsibilities and projects once back home? Obviously.

We say we left the VER Int'L Airport floating out to sea because our tears were so much. So much to missing our beloved extended family and totally blessed by having time and money to spend time and a few meals with the loved ones. Each one with their own personality. Contributing to our glorious meeting, and reunion.

The complications of everyday family quarrels. After dying a week before leaving for our trip … I'm not fighting for anyone, anything, or with anyone. The peace that passes all understanding - God chose me to share, "There is an after life!" Trust me no need to be afraid if you are a believer in God. Have a relationship with God as much and good as you can because by the end of it all we are not the ones in control of whether we live on this earth or pass on to the next dimension. WOW! TBC on another article.

I must apologize less depth in content on these posts at this time. I am still recovering from concussion, coding and after life, and vacationing. It's all wonderful and well. Looking forward to share more later. Keep checking back, we are trying to make more posts for our patrons. Thank you for your support.

with PLO,
ReGina M.

Vacaciones-Bahm! Un éxito. Se reunió y se encontraba en red con otras personas bilingües, misiones para prisioneros y una oportunidad de inversión. ¿Agotador? Sí. ¿vale la pena? Definitivamente. ¿motivación para terminar responsabilidades y proyectos una vez de vuelta a casa? Obviamente.
Decimos que nos fuimos al aeropuerto de ver Int'L flotando al mar porque nuestras lágrimas eran mucho. Tanto a perder nuestra amada familia ampliada y totalmente bendecido por tener tiempo y dinero para pasar tiempo y unas cuantas comidas con los seres queridos. Cada uno con su propia personalidad. Contribuyendo a nuestro glorioso encuentro y reunión.
Las complicaciones de las peleas familiares cotidianas. Después de morir una semana antes de salir para nuestro viaje... No lucho por nadie, ni por nada, ni por nadie. La paz que pasa todo entendimiento-Dios me escogió para compartir,  "¡ hay una vida después!" confía en mí no hay necesidad de tener miedo si usted es un creyente en Dios. Tener una relación con Dios tanto y bien como puedas porque al final de todo no somos los que tenemos el control de si

अवकाश-Bahm! एक सफल । मिले और अन्य द्वि-भाषी लोगों के साथ नेटवर्क, कैदियों के लिए मिशन, और एक निवेश अवसर. थका? हाँ. इसके लायक है? जरूर. जिम्मेदारियों और परियोजनाओं को खत्म करने के लिए प्रेरक एक बार घर वापस? जाहिर.
हम कहते है कि हम VER इन्टरअल समुद्र के लिए बाहर तैर हवाई अड्डे छोड़ दिया है क्योंकि हमारे आंसू इतना थे । इतना हमारे प्रिय बढ़ाया परिवार को याद करने और पूरी तरह से समय और धन होने के लिए समय बिताने और प्रियजनों के साथ कुछ भोजन से धंय है । अपने व्यक्तित्व के साथ हर एक । हमारे गौरवशाली बैठक में योगदान, और पुनर्मिलन ।
रोजमर्रा के पारिवारिक झगड़े की जटिलताएं । मरने के बाद हमारी यात्रा के लिए जाने से पहले एक सप्ताह.. । मैं किसी के लिए नहीं लड़ रहा हूं, कुछ भी, या किसी के साथ । शांति है कि सब समझ गुजरता है-भगवान ने मुझे साझा करने के लिए चुना है,  "एक के बाद जीवन है! " मुझ पर विश्वास करो अगर तुम भगवान में विश्वास कर रहे है डरने की जरूरत नहीं है । भगवान के साथ एक रिश्ता है जितना और अच्छा के रूप में आप क्योंकि यह सब के अंत तक हम नहीं कर सकते है के नियंत्रण में है कि हम