Thursday, September 26, 2019
Non complaining communication.
Oh, how hard at times just to go off when the work it took me 2 weeks to do, took teen 5 minutes to tear down. I specifically gave orders and those orders were specifically forgotten ignored or ...this is what we must find out. The tornado regina came our even after I took my downer sleep meds. These meds taken downstairs I only have time to grab water bottle, get up stairs, tick kiddy in. By the time I'm in bed and pillow mask set on breathing machine I'm done. Not last night. Took me two weeks to clean my room and I was almost done. I explained to the kid that if she is going to help then please lea e pika on my bed. I can stand there and put them on the shelves. No, she dumps EVERYTHING in the small floor area that I was to use the next day. Had to start all over again. Frustrated to the point all my breathing and muscle relaxation is not doing it all by them selves. Then on top of this all, another inspector is coming. Even more stress. I am thinking about on the job inspections when every ones attitudes and actions completely go paranoid once they find out the super is coming to watch the quality of work. I always said do it as trained even when super is not looking then there is nothing to worry about. I am trying to live by this rule in make house tidy and to stay clean and healthy. I'm not excited having 4 2 story home's content to dispose of; donate, sell, trash whatever manner it is. Until I a
Friday, September 6, 2019
In Due Time ... The Present!
What is The Present?
It is far from the material that all most likely listed. A conscientious thought and enlightenment to my own heart breath the up and down movement of my chest as I take in and give out breath, along with the warmth of my own blood flowing freely through my veins and arteries. It's time to heal these insides.
God, almighty great spirit, creator ... you chose to give us humans life and free will. You show us though that if our will is not in line with the flow of the holy spirit, then we are not in control of anything; yet you give us the honor and ability to be our own co-creator.
All religions show us that we have the ability to learn and grow, evolve, to a higher self as long as we are in line with this flow of life. Try to fight it. Fight it. Just being adverse at whatever level, causes us dis-ease, yes illness.
If one becomes enlightened of this, seeks guidance in how to use the powers that be within us inline with almighty creator ... then what is it that I am missing in my recovery lifestyle?
Left from Sincere, Curious, and still teachable,
ReGina
It is far from the material that all most likely listed. A conscientious thought and enlightenment to my own heart breath the up and down movement of my chest as I take in and give out breath, along with the warmth of my own blood flowing freely through my veins and arteries. It's time to heal these insides.
God, almighty great spirit, creator ... you chose to give us humans life and free will. You show us though that if our will is not in line with the flow of the holy spirit, then we are not in control of anything; yet you give us the honor and ability to be our own co-creator.
All religions show us that we have the ability to learn and grow, evolve, to a higher self as long as we are in line with this flow of life. Try to fight it. Fight it. Just being adverse at whatever level, causes us dis-ease, yes illness.
If one becomes enlightened of this, seeks guidance in how to use the powers that be within us inline with almighty creator ... then what is it that I am missing in my recovery lifestyle?
Left from Sincere, Curious, and still teachable,
ReGina
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