OH, The Politics in Medical Care

Drive 2 cities over because the insurance company does not want to be accountable to the worker's compensation commission that has the power to hold them accountable. OK, so at least there are medical records available. How to find the legal representation needed to get the commissioners attention. Prayers, please, the pain is almost as bad as it was in the beginning of all this trauma.

Personal Evolution ...

TBIs and residual outcomes from multiple concusions, oh, not to mention the NDE June 2018 robbing my brain and body of necessary oxygen to return to my base level is like being in a toddler's development yet in a 50 + year old body. WOW! The wonder of redeveloping. I am definitely receiving better and better understanding of elderly living. I want to keep myself and capacities as strong as possible so I may still be able to assist others in no matter what state this earthly body resorts too. I believe our words and repetitive affirmations and denials do give us the position of Co-Creator with our almighty Creator, God, name used by 80% of the world's population. Staying in touch on a daily basis with myself and The Christ in my heart, as long as I Stop, Listen, Pray, Listen, receive, procede with my behavioral responses then I am still active, functional, and participating in my own life's choices. So, I may be changing ways I communicate. If it appears wierd, it probably is! (:) Yet, I will continue to try to communicate as people are Interested. This is another thing; some people think by acknowledging my thought shared, or opinion, on whatever topic they bring up ... well, sometimes a simple, "I understand. I am listening. Let it out. I gotcha'." Yes, acknowledgement of being heard being the catch factor here. So, I have been painfully mused into working with creative processes of what I still have to work with. Reshape, reframe the thoughts and behaviors that help me reach my ultimate goals is where I am. So, if I am acting zombified, do not worry; I am only in a state of prayer, meditation, and creativity for myself to learn better, or unlearn to relearn what it is I am being called to do. If you read this far, thank you. Lots of love to all my earthly angels, muses, and teachers/students...this is what we do, right? Evolve? Especially mentally and spiritually. Namaste. Praise God. Shalom. Blessings. Blessed Be...Amen!

LOVE: Verb or Feeling? - AMOR: El Verbo o El Sientimiento?

LOVE
L lingering
O omnipotent
V vivacious
E exercise/entity
(ReGina Mason, 2019)

3 major types: Eros (romantic), Phylio (physical), Agape (God).

7 categories of LOVE relationships:

Agape - unconditional love, divine love, above and beyond self;

Eros - romantic love, the "in love" with another person feeling, broken into so many other categories in it's own theme;

Philia- fisical, physical, sexual, a part of affectionate love;
Philautia- self-love, self-care, physical, agape, eros, respect;

Storge- familiar love, a relationship that you have been in before, with or without, the same partner, scared of change because you know the consequences and rewards of this type of familiarity;

Pragmatic- Enduring love, no matter the outcome this love is similar to both agape and storg love. Can share space with other types of love? Sure. All these loves can be felt at the same time with certain people. Is that, "when it really works" for that particular couple?

Ludus- playful love ...

Mania - obsessive love ... could
This really be healthy? Not in the long haul. Strike agape, eros turns into fear, storg into another fear, maybe of self? Or could it be so enjoyable and bonding that not many people can experience; however, one sway away from ethical and or moral concepts just may ignite unhealthy chosen behaviors?

Reference:
lifehacks.org retrieved digitally on Nov 9, 2019.
This article is protected by copyright under Author, ReGina Mason, of MOI INT'L.
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AMOR L persistente Oh omnipotente V vivaz E ejercicio / entidad (ReGina Mason, 2019) 3 tipos principales: Eros (romántico), Phylio (físico), Agape (Dios). 7 categorías de relaciones de AMOR: Ágape: amor incondicional, amor divino, más allá de uno mismo; Eros: amor romántico, el sentimiento de "enamorado" de otra persona, dividido en tantas otras categorías en su propio tema; Filiares, físicos, sexuales, una parte del amor cariñoso; Philautia: amor propio, cuidado personal, físico, ágape, eros, respeto; Storge: amor familiar, una relación en la que has estado antes, con o sin la misma pareja, con miedo al cambio porque conoces las consecuencias y recompensas de este tipo de familiaridad; Pragmático: amor duradero, sin importar el resultado, este amor es similar al amor ágape y storg. ¿Puede compartir espacio con otros tipos de amor? Seguro. Todos estos amores se pueden sentir al mismo tiempo con ciertas personas. ¿Es eso "cuando realmente funciona" para esa pareja en particular? Ludus- amor juguetón ... Mania - amor obsesivo ... podría ¿Esto realmente es saludable? No a largo plazo. Golpear ágape, eros se convierte en miedo, storg en otro miedo, ¿tal vez uno mismo? ¿O podría ser tan agradable y un vínculo que no muchas personas puedan experimentar? Sin embargo, si uno se aleja de los conceptos éticos y morales, ¿puede encender comportamientos elegidos poco saludables? Referencia: lifehacks.org recuperado digitalmente el 9 de noviembre de 2019. Este artículo está protegido por derechos de autor bajo el autor, ReGina Mason, de MOI INT'L.

Non complaining communication.

Oh, how hard at times just to go off when the work it took me 2 weeks to do, took teen 5 minutes to tear down. I specifically gave orders and those orders were specifically forgotten ignored or ...this is what we must find out. The tornado regina came our even after I took my downer sleep meds. These meds taken downstairs I only have time to grab water bottle, get up stairs, tick kiddy in. By the time I'm in bed and pillow mask set on breathing machine I'm done. Not last night. Took me two weeks to clean my room and I was almost done. I explained to the kid that if she is going to help then please lea e pika on my bed. I can stand there and put them on the shelves. No, she dumps EVERYTHING in the small floor area that I was to use the next day. Had to start all over again. Frustrated to the point all my breathing and muscle relaxation is not doing it all by them selves. Then on top of this all, another inspector is coming. Even more stress. I am thinking about on the job inspections when every ones attitudes and actions completely go paranoid once they find out the super is coming to watch the quality of work. I always said do it as trained even when super is not looking then there is nothing to worry about. I am trying to live by this rule in make house tidy and to stay clean and healthy. I'm not excited having 4 2 story home's content to dispose of; donate, sell, trash whatever manner it is. Until I a

In Due Time ... The Present!

What is The Present?
It is far from the material that all most likely listed. A conscientious thought and enlightenment to my own heart breath  the up and down movement of my chest as I take in and give out breath, along with the warmth of my own blood flowing freely through my veins and arteries. It's time to heal these insides.

God, almighty great spirit, creator ... you chose to give us humans life and free will. You show us though that if our will is not in line with the flow of the holy spirit, then we are not in control of anything; yet you give us the honor and ability to be our own co-creator.

All religions show us that we have the ability to learn and grow, evolve, to a higher self as long as we are in line with this flow of life. Try to fight it. Fight it. Just being adverse at whatever level, causes us dis-ease, yes illness.

If one becomes enlightened of this, seeks guidance in how to use the powers that be within us inline with almighty creator ... then what is it that I am missing in my recovery lifestyle?

Left from Sincere, Curious, and still teachable,
ReGina

People love a recovery story - La gente ama una historia de recuperación ...

Recovery? Recovery from what? Well, anything that has become a part of your life that holds you back from living the Universal/Godly law of prosperity. Freedom of one's self is the best explanation. Most OCD sufferers, manic depressive, chronic depressed, deeply disturbed; yet highly functional enough to fool others. Well, we are "as sick as OUR secrets." Granted most of us become able to be completely honest with ourselves yet when challenged under an unclear intent and confidences have not been formed yet; it is not as easy to just respond to that challenge. Good questions. No patience for a true answer. Whoever experiences this? Well, I enjoy a good mental challenge but yet I also need to be able to answer on my own timing. Maybe a sign. A sign to not play. No one's fault. Things have happened that has affected my physical response times. Its only different. Maybe it was given to me as a vetting process, as well.

ReCovery. To see self through. Recovery is never, ever done alone. The need to recover was probably done by ourselves but the Recovery, NO! It's always a We Recover. No doing it by yourself. This requires us to learn and relearn in order to proceed through our basic steps of all main religions. Given to us by the all mighty God creator. Presented to the entire world in so many different ways. Realize I have a problem and I need help from God. Do the steps necessary to clean up my insides by forgiving myself and others. Reflecting all this to a source I can trust not to judge my wrong doings and the ways I really would like to become with God's help. Most may have to say God's help through others because they've never had others to help them and this is new so they really want to see if it will work. Maintenance - learn what triggers my behaviors that make me need to amend with others. Change my actions so I won't be making the same mistakes over and over. Then praise God for a grateful way of living. Really learn how to live now since I've moved away from what it was in the first place that landed me in Recovery.

The world loves a reconstruction, recovery story. Coming through a hell of some sort then finding their way to peace love and guidance for others to get through there own hell. More TBA...
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¿Recuperación? ¿Recuperación de qué? Bueno, todo lo que se ha convertido en una parte de tu vida que te detiene de vivir la ley universal/piadosa de la prosperidad. La libertad de uno mismo es la mejor explicación. La mayoría de los enfermos de TOC, maníaco depresivo, crónico depresivo, profundamente perturbado; pero lo suficientemente funcional como para engañar a otros. Bueno, estamos "tan enfermos como nuestros secretos. " conCedió a la mayoría de nosotros ser capaces de ser completamente honestos con nosotros mismos sin embargo, cuando se desafía bajo una intención confusa y las confidencias no se han formado todavía; no es tan fácil responder a ese desafío. Buenas preguntas. No hay paciencia para una respuesta verdadera. ¿Quién experimenta esto? Bueno, disfruto de un buen desafío mental, pero también necesito ser capaz de responder en mi propio tiempo. Tal vez una señal. UNA señal para no jugar. Nadie tiene la culpa. Han sucedido cosas que han afectado mis tiempos de respuesta física. Es diferente. Tal vez se me dio como un proceso de investigación, también.
Recuperación. Para ver a sí mismo a través. La recuperación nunca se ha hecho sola. TH